Post by Lily Teirm on Sept 27, 2011 20:01:15 GMT -5
One of Lily's past entries giving a little insight on her rough past
January 3rd, 2011
I hate my life. Every day its the same thing. Getting harrassed at school. Dealing with Devon. Trying to please my controlling parents who don't the meaning of the word freedom. There's no one I can turn to. No way to escape this nightmare of a life. The bullying is getting worse. Everyone thinks I'm stuck up because I'm rich, but I'm just like them. I hate my parents money. All it ever does is cause trouble for me. I get pushed around, laughed at, notes get destroyed, rumors told. I'm scared to go to schol anymore. Who knows what will happen? And my parents never believe me.
And Devon. He gets worse everyday. He started out being the kindest, most wonderful boy I'd ever met. But then it started going downhill. He realized I didn't want to take our relationship as far as he did. He became violent, and controlling. He acts like he owns me. I've tried breaking up with him, but he's threatened to do things if I try.
The teachers aren't any help. They're not willing to listen to your problems, and give you tons of homework, and tests. Add that to my list of problems. They're strict and demanding, only making my stress level go upeven higher. And I always seem to be in the wrong place at the wrong time... My parents don't listen. They just try to control my life, expect perfect grades, and rarely let me go out on weekends. Not that I have any friends to go out with.
I can't take this stress anymore. Sooner or later, I'll just lose it, and my parents will send me to counselor who will only make things worse. I've gotta get out of here. Get away from this, but no one will listen. What in the world am I going to do??
January 3rd, 2011
I hate my life. Every day its the same thing. Getting harrassed at school. Dealing with Devon. Trying to please my controlling parents who don't the meaning of the word freedom. There's no one I can turn to. No way to escape this nightmare of a life. The bullying is getting worse. Everyone thinks I'm stuck up because I'm rich, but I'm just like them. I hate my parents money. All it ever does is cause trouble for me. I get pushed around, laughed at, notes get destroyed, rumors told. I'm scared to go to schol anymore. Who knows what will happen? And my parents never believe me.
And Devon. He gets worse everyday. He started out being the kindest, most wonderful boy I'd ever met. But then it started going downhill. He realized I didn't want to take our relationship as far as he did. He became violent, and controlling. He acts like he owns me. I've tried breaking up with him, but he's threatened to do things if I try.
The teachers aren't any help. They're not willing to listen to your problems, and give you tons of homework, and tests. Add that to my list of problems. They're strict and demanding, only making my stress level go upeven higher. And I always seem to be in the wrong place at the wrong time... My parents don't listen. They just try to control my life, expect perfect grades, and rarely let me go out on weekends. Not that I have any friends to go out with.
I can't take this stress anymore. Sooner or later, I'll just lose it, and my parents will send me to counselor who will only make things worse. I've gotta get out of here. Get away from this, but no one will listen. What in the world am I going to do??
