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[Axel Smith]

stop there and let me correct it ,
i wanna live a life from a new perspective

"Sports are the worst. I cant follow along to save my life. Its just the same thing back and forth, back and forthe with some sort of object." Axel laughed softly and let Xi lean against him. He couldent tell if that ment that he liked him or what. He was so confused because he had never dont this before. And when Xi said that he wasent a fan of country music, he grined. "I am not a country music fan either. The only way I can listen to music is if another band redoes it. So I guess I like Need You Now, but only when its sung by Sparks The Rescue. But other than that I pretty kmuch listen to anything. I really like A Day To Remember. Thats what I named my dog, but its the abreivated version so his name is really ADTR. I also have a pet pig...named Pig." He laughed quietly again and realized he may have done to much talking.

He leaned toward Xi without really moving him, he just liked beaing close to someone. To anyone it would look like they were sharing something secret, and they kind of were. But if anyone really looked and could see the whole picture than they would know that these two guys were gay and someone might think they were a couple. But just like before no one was paying them any attention.

"I sing as well and I like to draw; but im not very good at either. I work at my moms bakery its called, Yummy Yummy. And of course I like to read." He looked down at Xi and wondered how tall he was. He was taller than pretty much every girl he has talked to, and most guys were close to six foot. He was six foot three.

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and i'll admire your expensive taste
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[Xi Coleman]

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Ah, what perfect feeling an adulterous situation could bring. Here I was, cuddling with a guy I had only met maybe fifteen minutes ago. Granted, this guy was incredibly attractive, kind, funny, and had great taste in music. But still. I couldn't help but feel this pit in my stomach. A pit of guilt. I was still in pure, undiluted love with Zac. I could kiss Zac and feel like I was a king. Like I had control of everything. Like a god. I felt like I was with a person made of utter perfection. Because I was. The picture of perfection. A picture of beauty. A cherub plucked from Botticelli's mind. I was in love with Zac. I had met my soul mate. But I had feelings for Axel, no matter how unequivalent. For a second I wondered what it would be like to kiss Axel. Would it be better? Would it be worse because I knew, deep inside, that Zac was the only guy for me? Or would it be equivalent, because I didn't distinguish between one man's lips and another? Because I was a little man-whore? No. I wasn't that. And I wasn't going to kiss Axel unless he did first. And it'd only be out of kindness. "I am not a country music fan either. The only way I can listen to music is if another band redoes it. So I guess I like Need You Now, but only when its sung by Sparks The Rescue. But other than that I pretty kmuch listen to anything. I really like A Day To Remember. Thats what I named my dog, but its the abreivated version so his name is really ADTR. I also have a pet pig...named Pig." Axel said. "ADTR? I love them! And a pig...that's interesting. I never liked pets much. They always seemed bad for my already-questionable stress levels." I said, and leaned on Axel a little bit more. "I sing as well and I like to draw; but im not very good at either. I work at my moms bakery its called, Yummy Yummy. And of course I like to read." Axel said, and looked down at me, apparently thinking.

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[Axel Smith]

stop there and let me correct it ,
i wanna live a life from a new perspective

Axel patted the top of Xi's head when he talked about his stress levels. "You don't seem stressed out to me." He laughed then rested his chin on Xi's head. He smiled and poked Xi's side with his finger, he dint want his new friend to be stressed out or anything. He wanted Xi to have fun, because thats what Axel was doing. He was having fun. But before he could stop himself he kissed the top of Xi's head. He pulled away and looked at the spot that he had kissed. He ruffled Xi's hair and laughed. "Sorry about that, your hairs soft though." Axel leaned away from Xi and stretched. He rested against Xi once again. "I listen to ADTR all the time. I also listen to Dance Gavin Dance and well everything...Maybe ill make you a CD or something?" Axel wanted to really kiss Xi. But not in a public place, somewhere private or after a first date or something. He realized that he had to find a new book to bring home or else his mom might assume that he met someone. He hated it when his parents bugged him about dating. His dad told him to find a good girl. His mother told him to just find someone nice. He shook his head, not wanting to think of those things.

"Hey Xi? You got a car?" He always wondered if other kids owned cars. He knew that some people made fun of him for having a car because his dad helped him get it. Kids looked at him as he drove to school and they talked behind his back for having money. It wasn't his fault that his father had a good job. At least he wasn't a spoiled brat. He treated everyone with respect and kindness no matter how much money they had. "What do your parents do Xi? My dad is a lawyer, and like I said before my mom owns a bakery." He started to think about Pig and ADTR, he hoped that his mom hadn't fed them her leftover baked goods. She sometimes liked to "share" her new recipes. Axel hated it because he had to clean up the mess and he dint like his pets eating human food. He looked down at Xi and smiled. Being close to someone was nice, he squeezed Xis hand and nuzzled him softly. He only wished that someday he would find true love.

you come along because i love your face ,
and i'll admire your expensive taste
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[Xi Coleman]

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I didn't hear a damn thing Axel was saying. I was just too lost in my thoughts. Zac, and his perfect hair and soft lips. Zac, and his smooth, lean body. Zac, and his beauty. Zac, Zac, Zac. Then I felt something brush the top of my head. Axel's lips? Fuck! Fuckity fucking fuck of the deepest pit of fuck-itude and fuckedness! I shouted internally. What the fuck? Mother fuck! Why? I liked Axel and all, but was I ready to cheat on Zac? Was I ready to leave him? Are you ready to leave Axel? an obnoxious, sensible part of my brain asked. Shut up! I commanded the voice, and got lost in my thoughts. I didn't hear Axel's next questions. Couldn't think about anything but the kiss that had most definitely come into contact with my braincase. I. Was. In. Love. With. Zac. END OF THE MOTHER FUCKING STORY! So I froze in place for a moment, and swiftly, but still gently, removed Axel's hand from my own, and pulled away from him. "I'm sorry, Axel. I have to go." I said, and my eyes whirred to the clock. "My housekeeper is probably gonna flip when she sees the tip I give her..." I gave a small laugh, and hugged Axel briefly so I wouldn't hurt his feelings. As awkward as the situation was, I did really need to go. So I walked away without a second glance in Axel's direction. I got into my sexy black Ferarri and put sunglasses on. Then I started hyperventelating as I drove back to the Coleman Manor.

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[Axel Smith]

stop there and let me correct it ,
i wanna live a life from a new perspective

Xi stood up so quickly, he said he just had to go. Axel knew it was a lie, he wanted to gway from him. He thinks im a freak. Axel just nodded and mumbled, "Uh huh..." He hung his head and watched Xi's feet move his body out of the door. He stood up silently; his hair hung in his face and his eyes clouded in pain. He stumbled and made his way down one isle of books. He wanted to be away from the main part of the library he dint want anyone to see him cry. He was crushed. He liked Xi and Xi had turned away from him. He could have just said something if he wasent like that or whatever but no he just pulled away and praticaly ran away from Axel.

He slumped down in the farthest and emptiest corner of the library and cried a bit. Im so stupid! Why would I ever think that any guy would like me. Ill only attract women, maybe ill just fucking pretend to like women! Ill never have sex and ill just go through women until I fine one that wants me for my money and nothing else. Then she will cheat on me and spend my money and ill juat be an unhapppy fuck.

Axel wiped his eyes and stood up. He straightened his clothing and pulled a book off the shelf it was The Heroin Diaries by Nikki Sixx. It looked good so he decided to bring it home and look it over. If he liked the first part then he would go out and buy it. It looked good enough to read. He composed himself and decided that he had to be at home with his pets and maybe his mom. His dad was doing summer work at the firm.

So Axel got his stuff together, checked out his books (because he grabbed a few more books) and walked out to his car. He started it up and headed home.

you come along because i love your face ,
and i'll admire your expensive taste
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