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Post by Xolek Hunter on Jun 10, 2011 20:44:25 GMT -5
Xolek watched as she got up and moved away, he had obviously somehow hurt her feelings, he knew it was probably to do with his lack of showing emotions and that she knew he had a crush on another person to. He frowned not looking up "I'm sorry Ivory, it's just.. I don't know about anything anymore, I feel like I'm being slowly tarred apart by the seems.. and.. I don't like it anymore, I get mad at people easily now" he bit his lip and took the picture he was sketching in his sketchbook and began to rip it up.
He looked over at Rou-Rou and Ivory, but didn't bother to say anything for he feared he would make things worse, he turned his attention to the sudden snoring of Coco at his feet, she was a big dog so she snored loud sometimes.
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Post by Ivory Madison on Jun 10, 2011 20:52:01 GMT -5
Ivory wiped tears from her light eyes and sniffled. "Do you want me to leave?" she asked softly looking like she was about to break down crying. She had never thought admitting the feelings she'd had for years would hurt so badly- she thought it would lift the pressure off her chest at most.. But reduce the normally very proud female to tears?
At this point Ivory couldn't tell you what would calm her down. she couldn't tell you why she was upset to begin with... she'd known there was little to no chance of him ever even wanting to go on one date with her so why was it bugging her so much?
Ivory wiped her eyes and tried to suck it up and stop crying since it was frightfully out of character for the woman who only ever cried when she was alone.
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Post by Xolek Hunter on Jun 10, 2011 20:58:30 GMT -5
Xolek had made her cry? He watches as tears went down her cheek, he felt like a jerk, but he didn't know what to do. "No, I don't want you to leave Ivory, I'm just.. it's just" he looked at her in the eyes and stood up walking across the room to where she sat, Xolek couldn't smile or look her in the eyes but he sat down beside her this time, He looked at her.
"I'm sorry Ivory, I never meant to make you cry, please don't.. I don't like seeing you like this" he said forcing a smile he looked at her, he wanted to make her happy again, but it didn't seem like he was doing very good at it, he wasn't the best person to cheer anyone else up.
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Post by Ivory Madison on Jun 10, 2011 21:08:31 GMT -5
Ivory sniffled and tried to wipe her tears away.. Her nose, cheeks and eyes had turned a cute shade of red from crying and she looked at her knees and tired not to look at the male beside her out of shame.. "I shouldn've said anything" she wispered and covered her face "I made myself feel stupid for no reason!". After moment she found herself fighting sobs...
Her soft pale hands trembled and her knees buckled in and fell to her sides so she was now sitting with her legs folded beside her still holding her face.
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Post by Xolek Hunter on Jun 11, 2011 6:29:55 GMT -5
Xolek smiled at her, trying to be a kind as possible "You know.. you don't look as beautiful when you cry then when you smile" He said, it was true she looked proud when she smiled, but she looked small and fragile when she cried. He hated watching the ones he loved and cared about most cry, and when it was his fault, he felt much worse.
Xolek shivered, a cold feeling going down his back. "I don't like seeing you cry Ivory" he said getting up, he was mad at himself the most for making her feel that way. He crossed the room to his side and kicked the wall, it was thick so it didn't make much of a sound but he kicked it hard enough that his foot hurt.. a lot. He frowned and sat on his bed glaring down at his foot.
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Post by Ivory Madison on Jun 11, 2011 12:54:14 GMT -5
Ivory looked at him and sniffled standing and walking over to him.. She touched his foot softly then whimpered leaning forward and laid her head on his chest and whimpered "please don't be mad at me... it just hurts..." she sniffled. Ivory smelted like orange chocolate and up close her hair glittered.
Rou-rou looked up and mewed then stood wondering over and jumping up beside the two
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Post by Xolek Hunter on Jun 11, 2011 13:10:38 GMT -5
Xolek looked up when she stood in front of him, but couldn't bring himself to smiling again. He clenched his teeth together when she touched his foot, it hurt but he knew it wasn't broken, for sure however it would swell up. He did however begin to smile when she spoke to him "I'm not mad at you Ivory.. I'm mad at myself for making you hurt the way you are" he said.
He looked over at Rou-Rou as he jumped up onto the bed, he was a cute cat. he let out his hand at it not attempting to pet it right away for he knew it may scratch at him.
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Post by Ivory Madison on Jun 11, 2011 13:22:30 GMT -5
Ivory sat beside him and sniffled wiping the last of her tears away. She looked at him and tried to make eye-contact with him batting her long eyelashes.. She blew a long silky strand of her brown hair away from her face and whimpered a bit.
Rou-rou sniffled his hand then nudged it with his head..
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Post by Xolek Hunter on Jun 11, 2011 13:51:01 GMT -5
Xolek smiled "See that's the Ivory I know" He said, looking down at her, she was beautiful in her own unique way, but some how he felt like this was a little wrong, he'd honestly never liked a girl like he did of Ivory before. He looked away, didn't get it at all as if he was something that had yet to be figured out but he smiled at Ivory "Ivory.. hell i really like you, but I don't think I'm the one to make you happy" he said frowning.
He looked over at Rou-Rou who was now happily nudging his hand and began to pet the cat's soft fur, he was sure Rou-Rou wasn't around when he'd first known Ivory, but it was sure a cute cat.
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Post by Ivory Madison on Jun 11, 2011 13:59:58 GMT -5
Ivory looked at her lap and a very different look crossed her face.
"You could've just said you didn't want to be with me, You didn't have to humor me until you couldn't anymore..." she stood and walked over to her bed picking up her purse.
Rou-Rou jumped down and followed her across the room... Ivory sat on her bed and started to put her shoes on...
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Post by Xolek Hunter on Jun 11, 2011 14:21:45 GMT -5
Xolek frowned, he obviously wasn't good at showing emotions or being in relationships. He looked down his hair falling and covering his face. Xolek frowned his face stern he looked at Coco who by now had started to realize what was happening and looked up at Xolek. She got up from the floor and looked at him, he didn't smile but he put his head to the dogs, something the two did when he was upset or angry.
He wanted to tell Ivory he was sorry, but he couldn't bring himself to even that, he grabbed his ipod and began twirling the cords. "I don't mean to be this way Ivory.. I just don't know" he looked t the dog again that was again laying at his feet.. or should he say on them.
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Post by Ivory Madison on Jun 11, 2011 14:28:23 GMT -5
Ivory shook her head and walked out "Your wrong by the way! your the only one who can make me happy!! you think I've never had a boyfriend because no one ever offered?-- no... it was that your the only person I've ever truly loved!" she looked away then walked out into the hall slamming the door behind her...
Rou- Rou tipped his head.
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Post by Xolek Hunter on Jun 11, 2011 15:04:55 GMT -5
It began to sink through Xolek's thick skull, but he knew now was not the right time to say he was sorry. He watched from the corner of his eyes as she grabbed her purse and walked out slamming the door. Xolek had hurt the only person from his past, and he wouldn't be surprised if she never forgave him for it for if he was her he wouldn't.
He unplugged the charger and slammed it onto the bedside desk. Trying to turn it on he put the ear plugs in his ear and sat back, flipping through the music until Korn was all that was listed. He grinned turning the music to full blast, despite it hurting his ears it blocked out everything around him. he sat back and continued to listen staring out of the window.
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Post by Ivory Madison on Jun 11, 2011 15:10:25 GMT -5
About 30 mintues passed and the door opened again.. Ivory came in and looked down and picked up her cell phone then slunked out into the hallway closing the door and sitting against the wall...
Rou-Rou sat at the door and mewed hearing his owner sitting outside..
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Post by Xolek Hunter on Jun 11, 2011 15:20:34 GMT -5
Xolek hadn't noticed the time that was flying by but he couldn't bring himself to moving much right now, it felt right to sit there and do nothing. He sighed finally turning his attention to the cat Rou-Rou, turning his music off he placed it into his pocket and crossed the room leaning his ear against the door he waited a moment but didn't here anything so he looked through the peep-hole and sure enough Ivory sat outside. He shivered then looked down at the cat "I'm sorry.. Rou-Rou, I did this" he said squatting next to the cat and speaking in a hushed voice.
Xolek knew if anyone found out he would be labeled the jerk for a few days, he didn't want that, but he knew it would be only fair for he was surely one in the current moment. He opened the door and slipped through it standing beside her, he didn't know what to say "Ivory.. I.. never meant to hurt you like this" he looked down the hall towards a group of others who where walking away from them. He sat down against the opposite wall "It's just.. ever.. since my parents disowned me, I've changed, I've turned into a jerk Ivory, and I wouldn't be upset if you never forgave me of this" he didn't look at her for he knew he couldn't bring himself to.
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