F***ing Perfect (Lawrence)

[destiny]

Destiny walked into the abandoned building with her bag over her shoulder and her dog, Maggie, following at her heels. She took a quick glance around and saw no one. "Stay h-h-here , Maggie" She commanded. Her dog sat down and Destiny attached a note to the collar.

Dear whoever reads this,

I hate my life. I have commited suicide. I now coomand that you are in charge of my dog maggie. Please take good care of her.

If you absolutely need to know where my body will be, its in the farthest room on the second floor

Yours truly, Destiny.

Destiny made her way up the stairs and into the farthest room. She sat in the middle of the bed and took a razor out of her purse. She was determined to do this right, she hated her life. She had no friends cause she couldnt talk right and she couldnt stand people touching her.

Destiny had skipped all her classes today so she could steel her nerves and spend a last fun day with her dog. She smiled slightly to herself before taking the razor and make a long deep cut across her left wrist. She let out a sharp gasp of pain and squeezed her eyes shut, holdin back the tears. She looked at her wrist and saw blood flowing out before doing the same to her right wrist. She blinked, feeling a tad bit dizzy before turning to her left ankle and managing a shaky cut.

Destiny dropped the razor onto the bed and lay back letting the darkness envelop her. The last thing she heard before she passed out was the sharp barking of her dog as someone entered the building.

[Lawrence Ray Hughes]

it's not too late
it's never too late

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Lawrence couldn't help but feel a bit ridiculous and even a little bit paranoid. He had been searching for Destiny Harper all around campus since the last bell rang. Why? Well, Destiny, no matter how quiet and painfully shy she was, she always showed up to class. It was obvious that she hated it and was even afraid of it, but she showed up. Well, today she wasn't in the front of class like she usually was. It was weird. Lawrence had asked the other teachers but they simply shrugged it off saying that she was probably being like any other teenager and ditching, but that wasn't like Destiny.

"I should have listened to them." Lawrence walked up a slight hill getting ready to check the last location. "Okay, if she's not here then I'm going home." The sex ed teacher looked up the hill to look at the abandoned building then loosened his time before climbing the hill. Lawrence opened the door slightly and automatically heard a dog barking. He jumped slightly before approaching the door to read the note that was on it's collar. "Weird."

Dear whoever reads this,

I hate my life. I have commited suicide. I now coomand that you are in charge of my dog maggie. Please take good care of her.

If you absolutely need to know where my body will be, its in the farthest room on the second floor

Yours truly, Destiny.

Holy shit. Lawrence dropped the note and started breaking down doors all the while he was whispering, "Let her be alive." under his breath. Each door he knocked down that was empty caused his heart to drop. He wanted to throw up and he wanted to scream. He was never close to Destiny, but ever student he saw as a child and he could not lose another child..not again. Lawrence reached the last room and took in a deep breath before crashing through the door.

There she was. On the bed, blood flowing from her wrist and ankle. Her eyes were barely open and were glazed over. Her face was so ghostly white he thought maybe she was already dead. Lawrence rushed over and grabbed her by her shoulder. "Stay with me Destiny." He spoke only slightly above a whisper and knew that she hated to be touched by he didn't care. He grabbed his cell phone from his pocket just to see that he didn't have any service. The teacher cussed out loud and turned back to the sophomore.

"Okay okay..calm down" Lawrence took his tie off and his shirt to put pressure on the wounds and wrapped them in a tight bandage. "Destiny..sweetie I don't know if you can hear me, but I'm going to pick you up okay? I'm going to get you to some help. It's not too late so just stay with me okay?"

Note: that was longer than I intended!

[destiny]

Destiny thought she heard voices. Was it one or were they're more? She vaguely felt someone touching her shoulder. She thought she flinched but she didnt know. If she was in heaven shouldnt her problems be gone? Shouldnt she be normal like everyone else?

Destiny felt some pressure on her wrists and heard more talking. She couldnt really understand what the person was saying and she wasnt going to try. It hurt to even think let alone listen. She let out a small sigh, halfway between pain and confusion. Why wasnt it better now? Was this what it was like for the daughters of Nyx once they died? Eternal blackness?

"Please, mommy, I just wanna be with you" She sad softly. Now, she was even more confused. She could barely hear herself talking. Was she still dying?

[Lawrence Ray Hughes]

it's not too late
it's never too late

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Lawrence's heart ached when the young girl cried for her mother. He wasn't the only one who lost someone. The sex ed teacher never knew anything about Destiny or her past. Maybe she had lost her mother and maybe that's why she is the way she is. Well, whatever the background, she needed help. Medical and then maybe psychological and he was determined to get it for her.

"Don't worry Destiny I've got you now." And Lawrence kept muttering those things to her the whole time he ran down the hill shirtless and through the campus. He held her close to his muscular chest and spoke sweet words to her. Why would such a young girl do this to herself? Lawrence looked down as he was frantically trying to find the nurse. "Damn, I should have explored this campus a little more." He cursed himself mentally for not knowing where the nurse's office was as Destiny bled out. "Why Destiny? Why would you do this?" He ran to the only other place he could think of, his dorm.

[destiny]

Destiny felt herself being moved. Now, she was even more confused. Had someone found her before she could completely die? She let out a breath and tried to open her eyes. She wanted to know who to yell at for not letting her die. She struggled desperately and managed to open them a tiny bit. The person, was definitely male, and not a student. Who was it? Destiny tried to look at the mans face but it gave her a headache so she closed her eyes and let herself go limp in the mans arms. Maybe she would be lucky and he wouldnt get her to help and she could get what she wanted.

Destiny thought about her mum and darkness, she felt a soothing feeling go through her body as the area around her got darker. She didnt even have to open her eyes to tell that it was darker, she could just sense the darkness. She couldnt feel the pain as much anymore and her senses were duller. She was actually relaxed. She didnt understand why she couldnt feel the pain, but that didnt matter. Maybe it meant that she was closer to dying.